I can barely eat. My stomach is in knots. I am overjoyed, jumping out of my skin, ready to take on the world.
Today is the day my story comes out.
I have thought about this moment a million times along in my journey. I worried about its delivery, and its acceptance. I wanted to build walls around it, and protect it. I wanted it to be handled with the up most care, and unable to be discounted.
The truth is it will be. There will be plenty of people out there willing to say it couldn’t be. Not because they are bad people, but because they haven’t been opened or woken up. I will pray for them tonight in hopes they do. For God’s love is not something to live through with eyes closed.
I worried so greatly about those that love me. Would they believe me? Will they still love me after this? Now here is the thing, I can pretty much guarantee that anyone who has really taken the time to love who I truly am, wouldn’t blink an eye when seeing this show tonight. If they truly saw the core of me they would just simply say “yup that’s Aimee”. The people who see this and say that, are the people who mean the most. Seeing someone for exactly who they are is the best thing you could give to another person.
So here we are. I am about to be on national tv in a matter of hours. I keep speaking of it not to brag, but to yell out to the world “I’m about to be FREE”. I really could not be more excited about anything else in my entire life. REALLY. Nothing compares. NOT A THING.
I am jumping out of my skin, and excited to share it with all of you. Please leave me a comment and let me know what you thought of it! If you don’t have cable, or it is too late for you to stay up–no worries! Tomorrow it should be available on the BIO’s website and I will feature it on here!
Today think about your own God-given truth. The core of who you are. Who sees you? Have you been seen?
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Congratulations!! How exciting for you. I have learned that if I expect the world to embrace me, it will. Sending many good thoughts your way and I look forward to watching your story.
WOW Kathy have I been embraced! It is CRAZY the love that is spilling my way! Amazing really.
Give us the details. Which show? What time?
show: I Survived Beyond & Back
time: 10pm est
channel: BIO
Can’t wait to see the outcome!
Looking forward to viewing at naptime tomorrow….sending lots of love to you for this big moment in your life!
I wish I got that channel so I could watch it. I wonder if it will be available online?
it will be available online VERY SOON!
Hi Aimee. Well, one thing’s for sure—your Dad’s quite proud of you. I’m an old time (Pawtucket) friend of his and just read his post on Facebook. You did a great job of expressing yourself–so poised–and your blog seems so full of love. You must be one great Mom and wife AND daughter. Heck, you made ME proud and I don’t even know you. 😉
Thank You So much! It was a big moment for me, one that I will never forget. The shows appearance is pouring out a huge amount of love from people I never met! Amazing. I am floored, humbled, and happy by the entire thing.
Recorded it and just watched it. How blessed you are to have such an experience ❤ Thank you for sharing, Aimee. I believe in god, and I believe in these stories on this show. Again, thanks for sharing. – Amanda of AmandaLynnLittle.com
Thanks Amanda! It has been a long time coming for me to say it aloud. The fact that I had the chance on such an AMAZING show is a gift! I could not be happier with the response and the outpour of love received by it. Thanks for watching & I hope you will stay connected on here. A lot of my story was NOT featured on I Survived–I have a lot to share.
Fabulous job! You were great! I am certain that you will help other people who have gone through something similar. You are amazing! xoxo
You were great! I enjoyed your story!
Thanks!
Hi Aimee, I just watched the show and had to come look up your blog. You did a fantastic job re-telling your story. I’m glad it’s freeing for you to share it now. The I Survived website has links that belong to some of the people they interviewed. Perhaps they’d let you link your blog there. The majority of people who watch that show believe in life after death or they wouldn’t be watching it. Thanks for sharing, I’m sure you are an encouragement to many because of this. ~ Abby
Thanks Abby! The show didn’t feature all of my story so I figured this blog could fill in all the blanks and hopefully life people up!
They did assure me in the past they would feature my link on their page so hopefully it will get there!
Dearest Amy,
Can we view this on-line, now? I do not have cable.
thanks…
gayle
So far they haven’t posted it! But when they do I will be featuring the link on here and the Seeking Up FaceBook page! 🙂